“I Wish No One Really Wish Me A Happy Birthday.”

I know my articles always be a turnup stood. It is either am being great or am being poor. But today, I realized, my life could have been better if I did did what I am supposed to do.

I don’t know anything about life. Nor am I planning to be a crazy asshole. But why? Why haven’t I become great?

There are so many opportunities in this life. Couples with some unbreakable talents. But here I am wasting everything away all because I couldn’t give it honest-to-god try. Why?

I have a destiny. A miracle to make my life count. And yet, I was so stupid chasing dreams, goals that I wouldn’t care about. What a useless life?

I wish you don’t wish me a happy birthday. I don’t think I deserve all this.

Because of me some people are suffering. Because of me so many people are living a useless life. And because of me those that could have been great didn’t become great. Then what the fuck am I doing with my life?

Am I not wasting the best beautiful time that I’ve been got? Am I not being a useless fellow?

To God who made me I really wanted to be great.

‘Yes! I really wanted to be a useful hero.’ (This is me crying because I realized I was living a useless life).

I know I wouldn’t have a second chance.

I know there’s no assurance of coming back here. Even if I did want to, I might not end up being here. So, why am I wasting my time?

I have the talent, but, I don’t know why I haven’t succeeded. Is it dedication? Maybe yes! But what exactly is it that I have to do that will make me succeed? What exactly is the purpose of me being here? Why am I being a useless fellow?

You might think that am getting nut. Well, maybe yes. Because there’s no point of me being here without making my life count.

I don’t know about you. But for me, my life must be something. I must amount to something great. I must look at myself in the mirror and say, “Yeah fuck you Lasisi for living a useless life.”

But there’s still a solution .. .. ..

There’s still a solution for me to be happy. There’s still enough time for me to change my life.

Many people will say yes to this thing. They will say yes because I haven’t been a good kid. But I tell you, I will never be something that you want me to be. I will never amount to that meaning of your wonderful life.

I have my dream. I have my own ambitions. And I have my own personal ways of life. Believe me, I am not here to make anyone happy. Instead, I am here to kick you in the ass. That, “Why are you also living a useless life?”

Fuck you for giving me a reason.

Fuck you for telling me your sisters caused it. And yes fuck you for saying, “You know, I could have make a good use of my time, but the challenges are not normal.”

Fuck you now and fuck you forever.

You have to be great.

You have to live a dangerous life. A life where you don’t care about what anyone says about you. As long as you’re becoming what exactly you’ve been dreaming to become.

I know you have a good cause. I believe you really wanted to amount to something great. Believe me, I have the trust in you.

So never give up. Never forget that thing you’ve been dreaming to get. Never settle because it seem you couldn’t live up to your standard. Be a good heroes. A badass. Someone living life on the edge.

And I believe, you will surely succeed.

(After crying I realized, I still have a second chance).

Have a wonderful day.

It’s still your guy, Lasisi.

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Me Drinking Coffee. And thanks for this, Investor Y.K. I love you bro. And hey, hope you enjoy it? Gbagam!

Okay now, welcome to my journey so far. I hope you enjoyed it?

It’s okay! Never live a useless life.

Be wise and use your brain! !! !!!

To Be Honest; I Don’t Really Know What You Want In Life.

Falling head-over-hill for something or someone doesn’t actually mean you love them. Sometimes we’re all driving by illusions or let just say ‘most of the time’.

I have seen so many people making money legitimately (with little to no effort) and yet still complaining about figuring out their lives. It’s a pity, you know.

Seeing someone you thought are living a wonderful life being miserable all because they thought they haven’t figure out their lives.

There’s different between dream and goals plus ambitions. (At least to me).

Ambition is when you’re deeply interested in something. And no matter the situation you find yourself, you’re ready to push through. That is what I personally define as ambition.

But when we’re talking about dream, then we’re talking about something you’re wishing for. Something you’re feeling like having. Something you’re trying to get in touch with. And something you just can’t go a day without thinking about. Yeah! That’s what I define as dream.

And base on my belief; goals is when you’re ready to achieve all your dreams, pursuing your ambitions and not leaving a room for any discouragement. Yeah! That is the basement for your goals. Ability to start what you really wanted to start without giving a shit about not ready to achieve it.

But here is the kicker; both your dreams, your goals and your ambitions only mean jack shit if you didn’t plan your life. That means to say; no dream will ever survive without a clear determination of yourself.

I know, so much people really wanted to become great. Only that, they’re not ready to face the ugly truth:

No one will have a clear conviction in you if you’re not sure of your purpose.


(And that doesn’t mean you should started finding a purpose. Nope! Maybe you’re already living with your purpose, only that, you’re just naive to believe so).

So instead of crazily finding your purpose in life. Just started adding values. Stop looking for passion. Do something and do it better than any fucking body else.

I won’t lie to you. Making money and or being the head of an organization doesn’t mean you’re actually happy with your life.

Likewise, staying poor and rusty doesn’t mean you’re actually okay with your life. It’s just that, you always need balance.

You have to differentiate yourself between who you are, what you want and what you really want to be. Because at the end of everything, who you are never lie.

Yeah! You can be telling us what you really wanted to be all day long without feeling depressed or feeling lost about anything. But who you are will tell us different thing.


If you don’t feel like making money, that you prefer adding values. But because of what to buy or eat. Plus the miscellaneous activities of the day. You now started working like shit. Jumping from one opportunities to others, thinking that is the only way to live up to your standard. Then making money will also make you feel like shit. Because you’re not making money all because you really wanted to make money. But instead, you’re making money because you think it will satisfy all your needs.

So pay attention:

Instead of being foolish. Instead of asking yourself all the crazy questions about life. Just ask yourself the simple ones: “What do I want in life?” “Why do I really care about this?” “What in life I can’t go a day, a week, a month and or a year thinking about?”

Those are your sure bets because not even me can define your life.

Have a wonderful day.

Your guy, Lasisi.

Your Dream! Your Life! Your Goals! Or The People?

Never waste time!

You want to take care of everyone around you. You want to make your mother, your brothers, and your sisters to be able to live a wonderful life. You want to provide for everyone around you to the extend that they will see you and say, “Wow! What a wonderful dude?” But there’s a flaw on this dreams: all these dreams are all overrated. You can never achieve all that. Not even in a million lifetimes. So stop caring about others.

Stop caring about anyone in your families. Stop giving a fuck. You need to be happy ‘first’ before you can make anybody else happy. And how on earth will you achieve your dreams when you’re wasting time thinking about others? How on earth will you become the person of your dream when in reality you’re just trying to gain approval from others?

Please, take yourself out of that fucking stupid mentality. Be a man (a man with true grit) and become dependable on yourself. Live your life according to your values and calculate everything based on your beliefs. And if you have anything you could change concerning your life, your dreams, your goals and or your ambitions kindly have the courage to do so.

Because not living your life based on your beliefs is a better way of being slave. Slaving away your life on something that doesn’t real or doesn’t genuine. Please, kindly be a true hero.

And remember, as you go up in life conquering defeat and facing obstacles. Never waste time on something you don’t really care about. Be it human or things. Always be in mental preparation of moving on. Ability to never waver when it’s time to say goodbye to everyone and everything you’ve already gathered in your life. That’s your best bet to success. Being tolerant to leave everything behind.

I know you really want to take care of your people.

I know you’re planning to make your brothers happy. Building their lives in a way that will make them say, “Yeah, we believe in you bro.” But wait, you can only lead them by example. Not by forcing yourself to do what you don’t really want to do. Live according to your beliefs and let them adjust to their own personal ways of thinking. That’s the best way to live a wonderful normal life.

And hey, am not telling you to stop caring.


Nor am I telling you to stop improving.

But hey, am telling you to have a grand values. Something that govern your life.

Why are you doing all the shit you’re doing right now? Why are you achieving all the goals that you’re achieving? And why are you chasing that exponentially beautiful dream?

Is it to make somebody else’s happy or because you’re waiting to prove something wrong? Believe me, none of it actually makes you a healthier somebody. And you must draw a clear boundaries between others.

And hey, who said you shouldn’t care about money?

Yes! Money is good. (Assuming you’re making it for the peace of mind not to satisfy societal needs of shit). And having plenty of it is not even a sin (at least to me, I don’t know about you). Just don’t turn it to your god. Don’t let money be the reason you’re existing. Find ways to add values to life.

Yes! I want you to add more values.

Something that you really cared about.

It may be small and insignificant. At least to some people. But to you, it is something you can’t joke with. This is your life. Your goals. Your dreams. And your ambitions. And you must add values to it.

And remember; never go untested.

Because loving your man, or your woman doesn’t make them above someone who can hurt you. In fact, paying attention to details is your best bet.

Please, no matter what you do in life. No matter the situation you found yourself. No matter who you put your trust in. Never live your life claiming you’ve trust everyone (including yourself).

Being ready at all time to challenge yourself, to challenge people around you, hoping that you could deny yourself the good stuff, and or somebody could deny you the biggest deal is your best weapon of treating life.

Because at the end of the day, no one really cared about shit. We’re all here being a selfish asshole.

So live your life according to your own standard of life.

Not by caring about the stupidity of others.

It is only by doing so you could finally call yourself a happy-go-lucky zebra Dion side giggies.

(Zebra Dion side-giggies ain’t in my dictionary, nor should you find it in your own).

Kindly have a wonderful life.

It’s still your guy, .. .. ..


Taking My Brother To His Next Struggling Of Life

Life! You unpredictable asshole. Fuck you! Yes. Fuck you more. Because you really fuck my brother. You stupid asshole.

I love my brother because he’s ain’t a loser. He’s a hustler. He has tried all his best to become great, but it seem, nothing work his way.

I know – we all face some fuckup in life. Where there’s nothing else we could do except to fall back home for cover. To someone that could hold us tight and remind us of all our dreams. All our goals. And all our ambitions. We all need that person. That special someone that could understand us better. We all need them.

I didn’t know what else I could do when I received his call,

“Brother I am coming back home,” he said, crying, “My life is a mess. Big bro, I really fucked up. I didn’t know I wouldn’t make it in life. I didn’t know I will end up this way. I was just trying to become the best possible version of myself. Life. Life. Life really fuck me hard. Please brother, allow me to fall back home. I couldn’t continue living like this.”

By then I was also crying.

I didn’t know why. Maybe because I really love my brother? Maybe he’s the best I ever got? I just can’t say. Because since the day of my life, I haven’t shed a tear. I was a tough dude. But hearing my brother’s stories really fuck me up. I cried like a little baby.

I think we all have our down time. Where we couldn’t keep our toughness. Except to release all the emotions out.

“Okay brother, come back home. I believe, God will lead us through.”

I said. And we both hung up.

My brother finally arrived. I was happy. And I was sad. I was happy because I met my brother. I was sad because I was also a miserable dude. My life isn’t where I want it to be. And I am also a fuckup dude like him.

And here is my brother, trying to live with me. A penniless asshole with a nothingness brother! What a merciless life?

I accept the fate and put my act together.

I started making some calls. And thank God, I finally find someone who knew someone that help us call someone so that my brother can have at least a place to be working. Staying home doing nothing won’t do anyone any good.

We finally went for the interview (yeah I followed my brother up there) and he started working immediately.

But I was scared, because I couldn’t figure out what might happen to my brother in the nearest future.

I believe in his capabilities – but tell me, how many people can survive the cruelties of life? How many people can face it head on?

If I said I was a tough dude. Is my brother going to be tough like me? Is he going to face the shit head on like me?

I prayed he will.

What is your own life of stories?

Where did you cried because nobody understand you?

Please don’t cry. I want you to hold up your mind and put all the trust in your God. And I believe, He will surely push you through.

I am your brother. And you’re also my brother. Please let face this shit head on. Let fight this battles. Even when we get tired, please, don’t let us give up.

I love you. Because I love my brother. And you’re also my brother. Even though we’re not related in blood.

Have a wonderful life.

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Sometimes It Just Feel Like You Don’t Know Your Purpose

And not just that you don’t know it but the notion of this purpose is killing you. What the heck is my purpose? You keep on asking yourself.

And you’re just tired of life.

All because you just don’t understand what is happening. This purpose is too much to handle. It is something that is killing people all day and night and it seem people are doing nothing to understand it because what purpose does it serves when you don’t even understand the shit you’re passing through? It is better to just remain there smiling and suffering – but no way – I Am Lasisi is here to tell you:

It’s okay if you don’t understand your purpose.

You can always start from having none to detecting plenty. Because very soon your life will be flying with fame and purpose with a beautiful garden around you where nothing seem insignificant and every little things count as blessing.

I know we all want to have something to live for. Something we can die for. But believe me, we still have to face the feelings of not understanding our purpose because not everyone will understand us.

What you call your own purpose will be something somebody else is calling wasting of time. They will think only those who has nothing to do in their lives are the one who could do that. They might even call it useless shit. When in reality, what they’re calling useless is what you’re happy as fuck doing.

And after meeting so many people calling what you love to do a useless shit then you also started believing them. Not at once but gradually. You started doubting yourself.

And after a year or so you think maybe it’s not for you? After all if it was meant for you then people won’t be looking down on it, they should be smiling and jumping anytime they see you doing it. And then you forget all about it. You forget all about your dreams all because people are calling it shit. And instead of you to shrug and join them in calling it shit and continue doing it anyway, you stopped and become depressed and now you’re asking yourself, “What can I do with my life?”

There’s nothing else you can do except to accept the flaws of your dreams and went back there to pick it up without caring about what anyone says about it. The only time to give a fuck is when they’re saying, “Yeah man, good job. Keep doing the shit, it really cool man,” and you also smiled and raised your not too potholes skubby like head and say, “Yeah man, thanks. I gotta continue doing this shit man,” and you’re shaking your head like an hamburger kids trying to prove his point all over his friends saying hamburger is dope men!


That’s the only way to live your dream.

When everyone are all talking shit about it – you join them. When they’re giving you a thumbs up – you also say yeah am cool. You don’t run for anything. Both the negativity and the positivity ain’t affecting you. You’re controlling the shit all over your head.

Chasing dreams and achieving goals are all the same. They want you to stop caring about shit and face them head on. Even when it seem you don’t understand them, they want you to hold the courage and keep on believing in them because they’re coming back to do the same for you.

All your dreams and goals are coming back to love you, take care of you and pampered you to eternity. But they want you to do the same for them first. They want you to trust them and keep on pushing forward.

Even when it seem you don’t really understand your life, your dreams and goals are all trusting you, they’re all respecting you, they’re all putting your efforts first. Because they all love you. Yes! All your dreams really care about you. They want you to achieve them and turn them into reality.

My brothers and sisters,

Please, promised yourself one thing. That no matter what is happening in your life. That you will achieve all your dreams. That you will turn them to reality.

Even if you don’t feel like. Even if it seem you’re hurting as hell. Even if it seem everyone are all talking shit about you. Please promised yourself that you will never give up.

Your dreams and your goals are all waiting for you at the finishing line.

Have a wonderful life.

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