The Rebirth

The moment you started losing control from within, the moment you started feeling lost.

I know a secret, and it is for you to stay calm. In any situation you find yourself in, always remain calm.

This is another day, another day to test my pride. It is not that I didn’t care, but thanks to success, has shown me how to handle failure. Failure now and failure then is a better way to learn.

I stood up, not having much to do anyway. That was my way, always less busy. Some people think am just wasting my life, who cares? It was their loss.

Although I have so many things in mind, it’s just that, I am too lazy to care. I don’t want to have a personal plan, all I want is to live without care.

I path my pocket, it seems I got thirty over there? Maybe? It was always like that, I don’t like counting money. Thirty? Or maybe thirty-five? It was enough.

Life doesn’t care about you. It only does what it means to do. Maybe obeying gravity? Or it’s just following the universe? No one can say. It’s just that, we all believe in it. Who was the first person to realize it was life? I think no one knew. We’re just following the rules. But anyway, it was better that way. At least, we can all prove how dumbass we are. It was awesome.

I checked my calendar, it was twenty-first. Twenty-first of which month? I don’t know. Or maybe I should ask? Not really, people will think I am a nut. Not knowing which month you were, will seem insane.

I know I have slept for too long. Probably two days. And I have lost some memories. But wait, what the hell am I even thinking?

What!!..??? It seems I am getting scammed. Getting scammed by my own memory? No way!

But anyway, there’s no point in arguing. Not like am arguing with someone. But with myself? That will be a dead end.

Yeah, it is better to lose the memory anyway, and thanks to that incident. Because I need a better way, a better way to figure out my life.

People don’t know what you want. Unless you tell them. Some people even believe in the fallacy. That you can just get what you want on a whim. What weird beliefs? Nothing ever comes easy. That is why you have to try. For this reason, this time, it is either does or die.

I have so many things that am working to get. It’s just that, they all seem unrealistic. Thinking you want to build a mansion when in reality, you don’t even own a single room. Not that you rent one. It was crazy. But anyway, that is the power of belief.

Maybe we should thank those who invented the belief. Because without it, I don’t think anyone can survive. It’s just that, I sometimes act funny, when I see people who don’t work but talk about beliefs. It makes me feel bad. Wanting something without caring about working for it? Do you think God is dumb? Wake up! I always told myself.

But when we’re talking about blessings, I think God can bless us. Even without our inner effort. It’s just how the GOD works. In a mysterious way.

Some people will be dragging their asses all day long. While some are just sleeping and smiling. Yet, those who sleep have enough to go by. While the so-called ass kisser was just moving from one credit card to another. Miraculous way. That was God doing.

But to poor people. They don’t believe so. They think it was partially. That the rich are just getting rich because they didn’t help enough poor. While the rich belief otherwise. Dragging my ass all day, waiting for that opportunity to pass by. And when the opportunity now strikes, I make my move. Taking a risk you wouldn’t dare take, even in your lifetime, and you’re saying I wouldn’t help you, how will I? That were rich people. And to which is own, I can’t blame anyone. We all have our upbringing. It was all shiny and rainbow, not capital black and white.

For this reason, it depends on individuals, to lay our beds just the way we want them. And I’ve decided, this life alone, I will be a good gadget. Helping people and all. That was my good purpose.

To have a clear mission, you must decide on a purpose. And that purpose must be your go-to. Without holding anything back, you must decide to get it.

Losing all my memories? It was painful. But was a good start. At least I can start afresh, bringing myself back into manliness. It was a great idea.

I dig my hand into my pocket. I want to confirm if my money was there. But it wasn’t. I found a note instead. It said:

Welcome to new life.

New life?

What the hell!

I thought I was sleeping. But I wasn’t. It was reality. I was dead for two days. I had an accident. On my way to meet Jane. The girl I deeply cared about. Yes! That was what happened.

I turn the note over. And it read:

Your life could have been ended, but we chose not to do so, for this reason, you must have a better life.

Full stop!

I smiled. What luck? It means I might have died. But didn’t. That’s a miracle.

How I did end up here? I don’t know. But that doesn’t count. At least for now. What matters is to live a better life.

For this reason, I am going to find a better way. A better way to fulfill all my purpose.

With that, I walked out of the room and find my way to the nearest bus station. The first person I met, I asked him, “Please, what do this place called?”

Maybe he was thinking something. Or assuming something. Only God can tell. But anyway, he answered, “Grace City.”

“Thanks,” I said. And I cross to the other side. Stop a bike. Action Villa. After that, I’ll board a bus to Crayon. From there, I’ll find my way to Paramount John, the best place I could ever be.

Jane, I am coming back to meet you.

It’s a miracle I didn’t die.

And this time, I won’t ever hold back anything. I am going to live a full life.

Total Misconstrued

You know, our people need more lies than talking in their films. Jet Li.

Do you have a goal, a dream and or an ambition? Maybe yes and or maybe no. Not everyone can answer such questions.

Thinking is wonderful. And assuming is excellent. I always combined the two. Even when the two are giving me headaches.

The future is bright, at least to those who have a vision. Although it might take them more than two part of their lifetime, and yet, they won’t give up. At the age of seventy-two, still dreaming of building a mansion. I don’t know who will live there. Maybe the grandson? But anyway, it’s still okay, at least for the visionary man. I say life is not balanced.

While some people are spending everything, in the name of living life to the fullest, some people are keeping everything, all because they’re waiting for the right time. Different people with different characters. All in all with different illusions. What a beautiful person.

I don’t plan about anything. I only live a day at a time. Sometimes I get nervous. Seeing almost everyone around me getting busy. Serious like hell. Burning their ass up and down. I say wonderful! May these people never be wise, so that the average man continues working his ass off. Chasing dreams he will be smacking his face for the next ten years because that shouldn’t be what he should be chasing. But no way, he just has to do something. Because people are doing something. Extraordinarily superb! We need a conqueror.

People that will put on a smiling face, even when every vein in their body was shouting in agony, crying in pain. They will still keep on moving. Chasing dreams they’re not interested in achieving. But they just have to chase it. Because people are chasing something.

Being a maniac, we all have our dizziness. Crying when we should be sleeping and weeping when we should be looking for a mob. Very interesting. We took almost everything in the wrong way. Sleeping, talking, drinking, assuming all at the same time. A permanent misconstrued. Where we don’t know exactly what we should do. But there’s a solution. At least, doing something to numb the usefulness. Thinking and assuming, all at the same time. I wonder why our brains didn’t crash. Smacking it, filling it with jargon. All in hope of finding answers, when in reality, we could’ve been what we meant to be. A total permanent misconstrued. No one understands shit!

Take out the nerves. Relax some tendons. And finally ask yourself, “What gives me the panic of getting left behind? Maybe the people around me? Or maybe I was just overhyping something?” Be sure to give it enough thought. Not everything deserves your ultimate care.

Everyone has his/her own decisions to make. So don’t put emotions into everything you do. The person you love might not be emotionally invested in you. Don’t stress it. Sometimes, we don’t even know what we want. So feel free to express your feelings, and allow your partner to do so. By doing that we reduce the load on both parties. Always be the light-hearted one. The one who took everything like a stand gadget. Always thinking straight. Not remembering everything. The best way to live a happy life.

You don’t need another pattern.

Your destiny has already been sealed. Fumbling in eradicating won’t feel your vibes.

Instead of overwhelming yourself about what to do next. Take a deep breath and uncover yourself. What exactly makes you feel good? Because feeling good is all about everything.

If gambling is your thing. Instead of forcing yourself anytime, you lost the game, learn how to stake wisely. Never play the game you’re not certain about. And if you’re hundred percent sure, remember, not even a genius can predict your heavens sake. You can only beat a guessing game. The one you have total awareness of losing out.

And if you don’t know anything about betting. Let no one fool you, telling you people who are betting their lives away are all useless. That’s a lie. Betting helps some people figure out their lives. But if instead of being meaningful and successful, betting is worsting your life away, driving away all the glory you could have used to further the cause of your life, my advice for you is to stop it. Just remember that not everyone gambling their lives is a reck. Some people have governed the tech with a winning hand.

So believing everyone playing their lives away is all wasting their time. That because you’re serious like hell means you’re off better than them is a total misconstrued. Not only are you feeding yourself a lie. But you’re also stopping yourself from facing the reality. Not everything seems the way that it appeared.

Be a gentle man in a gentle mannered. Looking and seeing everything with a wonderful calmness. Evaluating and calculating morally. Without seemingly sensitivity to wrongdoings.

Doing that, you will surely rise to the top.

You don’t discriminate against anyone. Nor are you looking down on anything. You just sit back and calculate everything.

And when the reality hit the fans, you’ve already got your plan. And according to one of my mentors. He said;

Yeah! That was me quoting myself. Not from one of my fucking mentors.’

Being Kind To Your Enemy Is Being Cruel To Yourself.

This is life. Where everyone are all fighting for their own course. Either big or small, we all want to fight for freedom.

Some people fight for good cause, while some people just fight for nothing, only in the name of fighting course. But it doesn’t matter which category you belong, we all have a reason to protect our choice.

Thinking of this, your enemies also has the right to protect their choices against you. Which means, you must never relax. Talking about your enemies? You must be exponentially ruthless.

You don’t have to be a soldier. Nor is it a must for you to be a warrior. But you must be something. And it doesn’t matter which field you’re operating, all that matter is your preparation to win the battle.

Fighting against your enemy is an excellent mission. Ultimately no distractions. And you’re going all-out by putting yourself there.

But there’s a downfall:

You just can’t possibly save your enemies unless there’s a good reason to do so.

Because all enemies are all brutal. Brutality is the number one reason most people won’t ever succeed. They think you don’t have to be hard on everything. That you should know how to show mercy. That pitying someone is a must.

Well, doing the work of gods thinking you’re doing great won’t actually help you.

So for you to show mercy, let it be at the juncture that you want it, not by being a wishy-washy.

Knowing your enemy is one thing, and knowing how to deal with them is another. If your enemies survive the first treat, rest assured, they’re coming back to hunt you. And by this time, they will come with great strength and great plan. For this reason, you must never spare your enemy.

And if you think some enemies are just meat to spare. It’s okay. Just be fully aware that you’re capable to destroy them even when they attack you in a million ways. That way, they won’t have any means to dominate you.

But if you don’t have the order, the resources to counter attack your enemy, then don’t try sparing them. Destroy them at the moment you have the opportunity. Doing that will set a boundary for your next target. They won’t really have the courage to attack you, because they know, you wouldn’t go easy.

Okay, why are you talking about enemy?

Well, I was just reading a novel. And I think sharing some useful thoughts out of it won’t hurt anyone.

So there it is: Being kind to your enemy is being cruel to yourself.

That means to say .. .. ..

Never spare your enemy.

Leave mercy to gods.

Have a wonderful life.

Your guy, Lasisi.

Let Plan Your Life

When you were born,

You have all the awesome badass of wishes you’re planning to reach. You went on and on and on thinking about what you’ll become. But the moment you reach twenty, everything shattered.

You ask yourself why?

You couldn’t find any answers because it seem complicated. And the more you get a glimpse at the definite answer, the more mind provoking it becomes. For this reason, you’re just planning to give up.

But wait! I think I have a solution for all this. You know why.. .. ..??

Because it is never too late to understand your life.

So, let go to a definite long journey, but the one that worth it.

Number One:

How old are you?

Because your age matter sir. Or let just say, your age matter ma.

Let me explain:

If you’re around 18 to 25, at least you still have a definite reason to understand your life.

But if you’re between 25 to 35, your life is becoming boring. When you’re around that age of responsibility, where everything and everyone are expecting something from you (either good or bad), then at that time you’re mostly living a miserable life. Father expecting you to be something else. Mother demanding you to marry your dream girl or your dream man. Sisters trying to pass you her lessons. Brothers trying to incorporate your life. Mentors trying to guide you. Religions trying to figure out your shit. Etc., Etc., And all these make you lost. And for this reason, you’re mostly regretting many of your actions. But relax, I am definitely here to reach out. Just that, we’re going to do it one step at a time.

And if you’re around 35 to 45, well, your life had becoming a roundabout. Where you’re only moving in circles. Doing the same shit over and over again. All because, you didn’t know what else to do. Except, to obey the command and keep on keeping up with your shit. Operation I might not really love myself but you know, man must chop. And or, woman must actually find a place to drop her load (even though she might not really want to). So that’s another case entirely. And people of this caliber are the best to live a miserable life but in a justifiable way. They’re married, have a child or two, and maybe three to four. Have a company, or not so stubborn boss. Living under mortgages. Paying bills and so on. So trying to figure out your life at this stage is like digging your own grave. For this case, people prefer faking it. “If I see you you see me. And if I didn’t then you also don’t.” Operation smiling in public and crying in silence. What a miserable life?

And here we have another stage. People at the level of 45 to 60. Regretting stage. Where the girl you could have approached but didn’t dare to was the reason you decided not to trust your religion. Where something as little as not learning a guitar is the reason you’re crying almost every night. Kicking yourself in the ass. And you’re more than happy to curse that useless mentors of yours, telling you to handle business like a crazy maniac, forgetting that you really have a passion. Stupid mentors you said, only thinking about money. Yeah! Those stage are the worst. You walk around almost smirking at everyone, looking at them as if they were a bunch of fools, wasting their lives away, it is only when they reach your age, then they will understand shit. You thought to yourself.

And that took us to the last stage. (If you manage to reach any). And the last stage is: .. .. ..

Your death bed!

What are the things that you really want to do? That if you die today you’re going to regret of not doing them?

You don’t know which minute of the day is your last chance. Nor do anyone. You might die today, tomorrow or next tomorrow. How are you going to live your life?

Forget about what everyone are saying about you. This is your life. Those stupid bastards won’t be there when you’re regretting your life. Only you alone will be kicking yourself in the ass.

Not even your father will be there talk of even meeting your mother. It will be you. Yes! Only you. Crying your life away all because you couldn’t become the person of your dream.

But thank to God.

You haven’t die yet. I can see you’re still breathing, right? Good. This is your last chance. To figure out your life and live it according to your own term.

“Am the one that’s going to die when it’s time for me to die. So why are you forcing me to live my life the way I didn’t wanted to live it?”

Say that to everyone who didn’t want you to be the person of your dream.

Have a crazy life.

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