I know my articles always be a turnup stood. It is either am being great or am being poor. But today, I realized, my life could have been better if I did did what I am supposed to do.
I don’t know anything about life. Nor am I planning to be a crazy asshole. But why? Why haven’t I become great?
There are so many opportunities in this life. Couples with some unbreakable talents. But here I am wasting everything away all because I couldn’t give it honest-to-god try. Why?
I have a destiny. A miracle to make my life count. And yet, I was so stupid chasing dreams, goals that I wouldn’t care about. What a useless life?
I wish you don’t wish me a happy birthday. I don’t think I deserve all this.
Because of me some people are suffering. Because of me so many people are living a useless life. And because of me those that could have been great didn’t become great. Then what the fuck am I doing with my life?
Am I not wasting the best beautiful time that I’ve been got? Am I not being a useless fellow?
To God who made me I really wanted to be great.
I know I wouldn’t have a second chance.
I know there’s no assurance of coming back here. Even if I did want to, I might not end up being here. So, why am I wasting my time?
I have the talent, but, I don’t know why I haven’t succeeded. Is it dedication? Maybe yes! But what exactly is it that I have to do that will make me succeed? What exactly is the purpose of me being here? Why am I being a useless fellow?
You might think that am getting nut. Well, maybe yes. Because there’s no point of me being here without making my life count.
I don’t know about you. But for me, my life must be something. I must amount to something great. I must look at myself in the mirror and say, “Yeah fuck you Lasisi for living a useless life.”
But there’s still a solution .. .. ..
There’s still a solution for me to be happy. There’s still enough time for me to change my life.
Many people will say yes to this thing. They will say yes because I haven’t been a good kid. But I tell you, I will never be something that you want me to be. I will never amount to that meaning of your wonderful life.
I have my dream. I have my own ambitions. And I have my own personal ways of life. Believe me, I am not here to make anyone happy. Instead, I am here to kick you in the ass. That, “Why are you also living a useless life?”
Fuck you for giving me a reason.
Fuck you for telling me your sisters caused it. And yes fuck you for saying, “You know, I could have make a good use of my time, but the challenges are not normal.”
Fuck you now and fuck you forever.
You have to be great.
You have to live a dangerous life. A life where you don’t care about what anyone says about you. As long as you’re becoming what exactly you’ve been dreaming to become.
I know you have a good cause. I believe you really wanted to amount to something great. Believe me, I have the trust in you.
So never give up. Never forget that thing you’ve been dreaming to get. Never settle because it seem you couldn’t live up to your standard. Be a good heroes. A badass. Someone living life on the edge.
And I believe, you will surely succeed.
Have a wonderful day.
It’s still your guy, Lasisi.
(And yeah! You can watch my video down there. And of course, I think I look eye-catching. Looolllllzzzzzz).
Okay now, welcome to my journey so far. I hope you enjoyed it?
It’s okay! Never live a useless life.
Be wise and use your brain! !! !!!